Share your love without holding back

What's best when U are in love is to show it without holding back. Not to appear pathetic coz the other person doesn't love U back, or maybe not as much as U do..but at least, by showing it, you are not restained by your own feeling. In my life, I've known somebody very special. All he knows is to love that 'someone' unconditionally. To be there, as an absolute good friend, when the girl he used to like (maybe likes) needs him. Not judgemental. All he knows is to share his love without always questioning/asking the girl to love him back. That's unconditional. There are a lot of 'maybe-s'..Yet, he stays there. Either an admirer or good friend, they both are good. Maybe they are what people call 'soulmates'.

Last week, I was down till I went to seek professional help. Felt so down and hopeless. Now..I am stronger. WHy is that? I guess, I just need to be. Only becoz things didn't work out the way I wish they could have been. Therefore, I 'suffer' from the disappointments. Maybe. Have to take it the way it is..coz that's how I learn to survive. Some people may look at me and say I have no passion or goals in my life..Maybe I don't (Yet). Why do I love to compare myself with others? I know what I am doing..I know maybe I am not until that stage where I am in the work environment. Am not making any excuses for myself..but maybe the time is not right yet. SO..all I need to do is to enjoy and do the best I can, not wasting any second of my life. At the same time, try to sketch my future with this remote-canvas.

:June