Which one is worse..
Which one is worse? To lose someone after you've been through the relationship OR to 'lose' someone without having the relationship? I don't know..you tell me.
Do I sound desperate everytime I post an entry about my feeling? Someone (my sister) told me this afternoon. It's actually a form of 'support'..thank U.
I feel so 'unwell' today. Mentally and emotionally, I guess. Sometimes, I think, I need to give up on something that I have been dreaming of. But my heart tells me the contradiction to this. It tells me to keep on trying. To win over this 'game'. They say, if U have faith in something, you will get it. I do want to proof this.
Have you ever feel that U are at the edge? Feel like U are too tired to keep on trying that turns out to be nothing at the end, at least there's a 50 50 chance to win and lose. That's how I feel now. To scared to be the loser, thus keep playing in this game..though I know, to win this game is hardly possible. Am speechless now. Want to let it out, but there's something that stops me everytime I want to make a move. I do want to live my life happily! Regardless of what happens now.
:June
Do I sound desperate everytime I post an entry about my feeling? Someone (my sister) told me this afternoon. It's actually a form of 'support'..thank U.
I feel so 'unwell' today. Mentally and emotionally, I guess. Sometimes, I think, I need to give up on something that I have been dreaming of. But my heart tells me the contradiction to this. It tells me to keep on trying. To win over this 'game'. They say, if U have faith in something, you will get it. I do want to proof this.
Have you ever feel that U are at the edge? Feel like U are too tired to keep on trying that turns out to be nothing at the end, at least there's a 50 50 chance to win and lose. That's how I feel now. To scared to be the loser, thus keep playing in this game..though I know, to win this game is hardly possible. Am speechless now. Want to let it out, but there's something that stops me everytime I want to make a move. I do want to live my life happily! Regardless of what happens now.
:June
posted by June at 12:36 AM
2 Comments:
for me, losing someone without having the chance of being together is worse. Though it hurts when u hv to let go of ur love, no matter it only lasts for 1 month,1 week, 1 day or even a minute, you hv had the precious moment together. though it cut deep down inside heart, the pain worths the memory.
everyone wants to live their lives happily too, but if life is all about happiness, without sorrows sadness and tears, then will life be meaningful?
Agree. First I thought, maybe it's the right thing to do. To stay there and 'try' to work it out. But when it comes to those 'unspoken' moments..It's really hard to know exactly what I have in front of me. Is it for real, or is it not? I never regret though =)
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