Life is short

Is love the most important thing in this world? Any kind of love will lead someone to suffer the pain of losing the loved one. U will feel sad when U are left out alone. And also, when he/she is not there anymore when U are so used with their existance in your life. Sadly, that what we need to live with in this world.

It hurts when U know your friend need a shoulder to cry on, but at the same time, you can't help her ease the pain. Today, Jennifer came to Nandos when I was working. She came and hugged me then cried with me holding a meal on my hand. The bad news was Angie, one of the DJ in Syn.fm died in a car accident in Korea. I knew this girl from Jen's story. I guess thing happens for reason. I could actually feel the pain when I talked to Jen just now on the phone. I totally understood, I myself almost cried too when I realize, Life is too short. What is important is to really treasure the moment U have now with anyone U love.

I really want to tell someone "please GO if U are not staying!". Love hurts. Maybe I need to re-arrange my life. I know I am kinda waiting for something uncertain. But I am getting sick of this. I truly feel for someone. Maybe to wait is one of my options. Yet, I am so uncertain now. I want to stay, at the same time, I don't dare to. Coz there's noone can convince me, not even myself, that this is a good idea. Yenny has ever told me, for sure I deserve someone better in life. I don't need to worry about anything yet. Coz that someone will actually come to my life. And who knows, it'll be soon. Live with the memories in the past is useless and pointless. Sometimes it's good as a feedback. Or to make myself feel good, that I had ever had that moments, though actually it hurts me in present time.

:June