Rest in Peace

Accumulation of all the 'unspokens'..will have me rest in peace one day. Been experiencing a lot of depressions that I myself don't even know how to explain. And couldn't express either. Maybe this should stay as the unspoken. Coz what's the point of me posting this entry for you to read? Anyway, I don't know when it starts, what the symptoms are..all I know now is I'm nowhere near OK. Though I tell myself I will be fine tomorrow, it is a darn difficult to do so. To comfort myself all the time. And to realise the fact that I am actually fragile, which I hate most, and I have no one to lean on..

Contradictions are absolute. I seriously hope, people will live their life filled with love yet independent. Thus, they will never cry for the lost of their loved one.
Apparently, U will not lose something that U have never had.

:June