If I could
Lately, I have been experiencing a lot of domestic stress. Things with my moody housemates and some of my demanding friends. Life sometimes can be so complicated that I think I rather 'give up'. But, I always like to fight against myself. Try to contradict myself a lot. Coz by doing that, I am being less emotional. So I have no excuse to not deal with the obstacles in life..
Anyway, This toothache is killing me. THink, I really have to have a checkup for my neglected teeth. Hope it gets better soon, so I don't need to see the doctor..pliz.
I went to PortMelb on Friday morning. Just felt like staying away from people I know. Went there by myself for the first time. Trust Me, Never go to a place alone! unless U are ready for an unexpected stranger. Something annoyed me though that day.
Anyway, I question myself. Am I someone who can never take care or protect myself from stranger? Like those people who knows me well enough always say, that I am sometimes too naive. They can laugh at me, as some people do, but I never plan to be that naive. People learn from experience, don't they?
Dream, wishes, realization?
There are times when I remember my dream. And there are times when I feel like it's a De Javu when my dream happens in my real life. Anyway, I dreamt of someone yesterday. So special. Feel as though it's real. Yet it's not. Maybe becoz I miz him. The strange thing is that it happened when me, my housemates, and Yenny (a girl who visits us now) slept in the living room, for real. And in that dream, he was there with us all. Weird.
Btw, so glad to have Yenny here. She is so much fun. So herself. She lives in Gipppsland, 2 hours from the city of Melbourne. She is staying with us, maybe for a week before she goes back to the MOO MOO land (That's what she calls her Gippsland's University. Why? According to her, she can see cows everywhere..that's why it's MOO MOO ;)
June
Anyway, This toothache is killing me. THink, I really have to have a checkup for my neglected teeth. Hope it gets better soon, so I don't need to see the doctor..pliz.
I went to PortMelb on Friday morning. Just felt like staying away from people I know. Went there by myself for the first time. Trust Me, Never go to a place alone! unless U are ready for an unexpected stranger. Something annoyed me though that day.
Anyway, I question myself. Am I someone who can never take care or protect myself from stranger? Like those people who knows me well enough always say, that I am sometimes too naive. They can laugh at me, as some people do, but I never plan to be that naive. People learn from experience, don't they?
Dream, wishes, realization?
There are times when I remember my dream. And there are times when I feel like it's a De Javu when my dream happens in my real life. Anyway, I dreamt of someone yesterday. So special. Feel as though it's real. Yet it's not. Maybe becoz I miz him. The strange thing is that it happened when me, my housemates, and Yenny (a girl who visits us now) slept in the living room, for real. And in that dream, he was there with us all. Weird.
Btw, so glad to have Yenny here. She is so much fun. So herself. She lives in Gipppsland, 2 hours from the city of Melbourne. She is staying with us, maybe for a week before she goes back to the MOO MOO land (That's what she calls her Gippsland's University. Why? According to her, she can see cows everywhere..that's why it's MOO MOO ;)
June
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