Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Sometimes

Williamstown was awesome! Went there with Fadhilah and Renny on last Sunday (19th Feb). Went there with a Sunday Saver ticket..so cheap. $2.50 for the whole day, from zone 1-3. Cool! Went there around 12. This place makes me think of having a house there, with a car (maybe). Especially when my Bro is coming, and we can both settle down. Now I wish, in 2-3 years time, I have had enough money to buy a house. Maybe I can pay half of the down payment =)

The plan this Weekend is to go to the Strawberry Farm with friends and housemates. We hired cars, and some of the boys will need to drive us there. Been discussing about this trip for quite a while, like a week. And hopefully it turns out to be a good one. We are planning to make some sushi for snacking..maybe. Apparently, I will write more about this trip once I finish my trip =)
Anyway..YEnny (the girl that acts like a housemate to someone) is still staying with us for 2-3 more days. Bought her to Ikea on Monday.Bought lots of SPOKA (the cute table lights). And will bring her to the Melbourne Zoo on this Thursday..Haha. What a holiday! Can't believe this all will end soon, like next week. Fiuh...

Sometimes I can be a little bit too loud and 'crazy' that freak my friends out. Maybe. Am I going to an indepth stress? Hope not.
Sometimes I can feel like I am always a burden to someone else. Sometimes I see myself as noone. When something really important to me is like nothing for others. When noone listens when U need them to. When U are kinda 'left out' or neglected. When I try to be strong, and pretend like nothing really matters to me, I realise it hurts me more.
I feel loved. By my friends, or maybe housemates. Everything seems to be so nice. Then again, I think all these good times will pass without me knowing. I can't deny the fact within this. I miss that someone who I wish he could fill my day. So that we can share the moments. Miss someone who really sees me.

June

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