Back in Melb

Welcome back to Melb.So so excited to start Uni later this month. I am going to do Master of Accounting. Actually there's a fear within me. I miscalculate everything lately, really bad with numbers :( I'll do my best though, hopefully I can get it.
My housemates came and picked me up in the Airport that morning. Jackson rented a car and drove them to the Airport. Thanks a lot. Really appreciated that and felt appreciated too.

Been back for 2 days. Missing home and my Dog, Ricky. Who's gonna feed him at lunch time now? And who's gonna make stupid jokes just to make the family laugh? Who's gonna help my mum out (though just a little bit) with the household stuffs? Although there were some annoying things in Medan, remember the phrase "Home sweet home". I wonder how I can cope if one day I have to leave Melb and go back to Medan for good. It can be the biggest challenge I can think of now. Love Melb too much, yet another half of me is in Medan.

Another thing that I am experiencing now is my life without some of my closest friends. Used to have some close friends, but now they are back for good to their home countries. I hate farewell as much as I hate cigarette/smoker. At the end of the day, nothing is absolute. I know that. Irene girl, good luck with everything U'll have in KL now. So gonna miss U..

Conflicts are inevitable. I thought it's easy to live with someone U have already known for ages. Someone who is considered to be your close friend. It's HARD. I know people have different personalities. I would prefer to avoid rather than be a selfish girl. If I can tolerate yet not afraid to speak out my mind..think it's a fair deal. It's HARD when it's not my problem, at the same time, I am stuck in it. Hope this won't have affected me later when I start my UNI. I can't stand the loudness or the tension in the house while I need to concentrate on my study as the same time.