'Wait and see'
My blog constantly reveals my personal life and feeling, while others might dedicate their blog for the project they are working on, like Ant. Sometimes I envy him, coz he has so much passion in Lights and design. Maybe my best is yet to come..so, I'll just 'wait and see'..Haha
I have been living by myself for the last 4 days. I wouldn't say it is not boring. I guess, my own character allows me to enjoy this quiet time. As a middle child, this is what I feel. Lonely, left out and have to be independent, coz no one really care. I am not that pathetic though. It's just a cliche. I might be selfish sometimes towards my older sister and my younger brother. I bet, they were constantly pissed off by me. It was me. I couldn't turn back time. But if I have another chance, I would be like to be a more loving sister back then.
IKEA. Ant came and kept me company last Thursday. And we went to Ikea the next day. Before Ikea though, we went to hand in my application form to Artistic Food , the catering company for Commonwealth Games I mentioned before. It was raining..hhmm..and...tick tick..grandma umbrella..HAha.
Back to Ikea. I always love to go to Ikea. So much fun! Love to see the furniture, the bedroom sample with different design..WOW, I couldn't even pick one for my favorite yet. HHmm...Simple design, looks expensive and elegant. It's the best. Me and Ant bought a small table light, called Spoka . So cute. To turn it ON or OFF, U just need to press their heads *winks*. O yeah, not to forget, Ant took a picture for me with the 'superstar_light'. The mirror with all the light around it, normally when the superstar is getting their make up done. Wuah..feel like a star for 10 seconds *winks** Ant left my house at about 7.30 pm, after such a long day with this talkative lady. OUps
I had my dinner by myself. And later that night, Jen came over to put her stuffs before she headed off to the club. And came home a lil bit tipsy at 12.30 am. Lucky I didn't wait coz I was sooo tired. Hehe.
Another chapter of my heart. Now, I am really enjoying myself. I couldn't hide it. Neither good in expressing myself nor good in hiding my happiness when that someone is around. I might not be in a healthy situation now, but I also don't want to restrict myself to feel alive again. The consequences exist and I am aware of those. I only wish that, I can be as strong as I think I can be and be responsible of my actions.
June
I have been living by myself for the last 4 days. I wouldn't say it is not boring. I guess, my own character allows me to enjoy this quiet time. As a middle child, this is what I feel. Lonely, left out and have to be independent, coz no one really care. I am not that pathetic though. It's just a cliche. I might be selfish sometimes towards my older sister and my younger brother. I bet, they were constantly pissed off by me. It was me. I couldn't turn back time. But if I have another chance, I would be like to be a more loving sister back then.
IKEA. Ant came and kept me company last Thursday. And we went to Ikea the next day. Before Ikea though, we went to hand in my application form to Artistic Food , the catering company for Commonwealth Games I mentioned before. It was raining..hhmm..and...tick tick..grandma umbrella..HAha.
Back to Ikea. I always love to go to Ikea. So much fun! Love to see the furniture, the bedroom sample with different design..WOW, I couldn't even pick one for my favorite yet. HHmm...Simple design, looks expensive and elegant. It's the best. Me and Ant bought a small table light, called Spoka . So cute. To turn it ON or OFF, U just need to press their heads *winks*. O yeah, not to forget, Ant took a picture for me with the 'superstar_light'. The mirror with all the light around it, normally when the superstar is getting their make up done. Wuah..feel like a star for 10 seconds *winks** Ant left my house at about 7.30 pm, after such a long day with this talkative lady. OUps
I had my dinner by myself. And later that night, Jen came over to put her stuffs before she headed off to the club. And came home a lil bit tipsy at 12.30 am. Lucky I didn't wait coz I was sooo tired. Hehe.
Another chapter of my heart. Now, I am really enjoying myself. I couldn't hide it. Neither good in expressing myself nor good in hiding my happiness when that someone is around. I might not be in a healthy situation now, but I also don't want to restrict myself to feel alive again. The consequences exist and I am aware of those. I only wish that, I can be as strong as I think I can be and be responsible of my actions.
June
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