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The one and the only sister I have is not single no more now..Haha. Congrats!! U know, U make me more 'desperately lonely' now. Well, I guess, I just need to wait a little bit longer. Love love and love, sometimes I am so sick of that :)
Today, i chatted with Mr. 28 online again. It was great fun. The night before, I felt so sorry for him. The thing was I left in the middle of the conversation. Therefore, he was left confused...poor thing. Sorry mate! I left for unexpected inviation for a chat with my housemate in her room ;) talking about Fiji Trip and Visa issue.
About today. I don't know what am I experiencing now. I have no clue. It is like having this kind of attention that I have been longing for a while. The forbidden expectation unfortunately. But what can I do about it and what can stop this? We agree, to let it flow. But who on earth will agree. About U let it flow with someone who you know virtually, Online? I need to emphasize that nothing's gonna happened. "Thing happens", that what he says. Yeah..but don't make me believe that too much. I never want to be fooled. I have enough for people who like me just for the sake of my appearance. They need me just because I can understand them, cherish them, care about them..but not for the real me. I need them (especially future partner) to be understanding and realistic. What I mean here is that realistically think that I might change, people might change. So, you can expect me to be the same naive Junilla for 10 years or more. I will change, not thhe personality though. I need a person who can bare with me for whatever reason. A person who can grow with me. What should I type now? More and more craps yeah? All the philosohpy..Haha.
BTW, the dinner with my beloved Marion is cancelled :( Well, she is sick unfortanately.And now..I am in the computer Lab, having fun with M@x...he claims that he is professional, yeah, damn professional in the picture he takes in Max Brenner..Wakkaa. Indeed, it is a good picture. And IRene...was acting crazy few seconds ago. Waakaka...Lucky I haven't had my dinner, if not..I would have regret. They are so so funny...Laughing as if this computer lab is ours. Irene is always the funniest girl, the hilarious Irene. U are the best...
June
Today, i chatted with Mr. 28 online again. It was great fun. The night before, I felt so sorry for him. The thing was I left in the middle of the conversation. Therefore, he was left confused...poor thing. Sorry mate! I left for unexpected inviation for a chat with my housemate in her room ;) talking about Fiji Trip and Visa issue.
About today. I don't know what am I experiencing now. I have no clue. It is like having this kind of attention that I have been longing for a while. The forbidden expectation unfortunately. But what can I do about it and what can stop this? We agree, to let it flow. But who on earth will agree. About U let it flow with someone who you know virtually, Online? I need to emphasize that nothing's gonna happened. "Thing happens", that what he says. Yeah..but don't make me believe that too much. I never want to be fooled. I have enough for people who like me just for the sake of my appearance. They need me just because I can understand them, cherish them, care about them..but not for the real me. I need them (especially future partner) to be understanding and realistic. What I mean here is that realistically think that I might change, people might change. So, you can expect me to be the same naive Junilla for 10 years or more. I will change, not thhe personality though. I need a person who can bare with me for whatever reason. A person who can grow with me. What should I type now? More and more craps yeah? All the philosohpy..Haha.
BTW, the dinner with my beloved Marion is cancelled :( Well, she is sick unfortanately.And now..I am in the computer Lab, having fun with M@x...he claims that he is professional, yeah, damn professional in the picture he takes in Max Brenner..Wakkaa. Indeed, it is a good picture. And IRene...was acting crazy few seconds ago. Waakaka...Lucky I haven't had my dinner, if not..I would have regret. They are so so funny...Laughing as if this computer lab is ours. Irene is always the funniest girl, the hilarious Irene. U are the best...
June
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