If Only
Who doesn't like this phrase? I love it. It might sound like I love to dream. But we need dream, don't we? These few days, exactly the past 2 days, I have been thinking a lot. Not about assignments sadly, it is more to my emotional feeling. This is because there's nothing major due next week :| which leads me to be 'lazy' to be busy..and let myself waster the time to think things that I am not supposed to think.
If Only I can be Free from feeling. If only I can please everyone I love and love me. If only I make no mistakes. If only I can foresee my future...If only I could turn back time...If Only.. They are all the 'If Only' questions which are all impossible. Think back, my heart isn't as strong as I think it should be. I hate loneliness, yet can't help not to be. There's always someone who doesn't mind to stand by my side whenever I do need somoeone. But, when I think, I need to be fair too. It has to be vice versa..
I am currently trying to finish a book by Nicole Krauss The History of Love and there is a line that catches my attention.
"Her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering"
What a sweet thing to have if it is to be real. But still, there's a sad story behind every Love story. I have finished a book called Call me Elizabeth , great book indeed. It's not about the the main character who is a prostitute. For me, it's more to the struggle of a mum with six children and how she demands the family to survive. Her Love is unconditional and she would do Anything for Love, would you?
I chatted with Jeanne today. And we touched on Potential Love story too. People say that "It's better to be loved than to love", OR, "It's better to be with someone who love U rather than someone who U love". Is this true? Which one applies? HHmm..I am not sure myself. I guess, to have the mutual love is the best. But it is hard to get.
Well, that's for tonight. Still have a lot in mind about what my current emotions are... but can't write no more. Secret..Wakaka.
June
If Only I can be Free from feeling. If only I can please everyone I love and love me. If only I make no mistakes. If only I can foresee my future...If only I could turn back time...If Only.. They are all the 'If Only' questions which are all impossible. Think back, my heart isn't as strong as I think it should be. I hate loneliness, yet can't help not to be. There's always someone who doesn't mind to stand by my side whenever I do need somoeone. But, when I think, I need to be fair too. It has to be vice versa..
I am currently trying to finish a book by Nicole Krauss The History of Love and there is a line that catches my attention.
"Her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering"
What a sweet thing to have if it is to be real. But still, there's a sad story behind every Love story. I have finished a book called Call me Elizabeth , great book indeed. It's not about the the main character who is a prostitute. For me, it's more to the struggle of a mum with six children and how she demands the family to survive. Her Love is unconditional and she would do Anything for Love, would you?
I chatted with Jeanne today. And we touched on Potential Love story too. People say that "It's better to be loved than to love", OR, "It's better to be with someone who love U rather than someone who U love". Is this true? Which one applies? HHmm..I am not sure myself. I guess, to have the mutual love is the best. But it is hard to get.
Well, that's for tonight. Still have a lot in mind about what my current emotions are... but can't write no more. Secret..Wakaka.
June
posted by June at 9:02 PM
3 Comments:
Most ppl say it is better to be loved than to love. But then, what's the whole point of r/ship if there's this constant set of rules & guidelines to follow?
& u've been reading quite a lot of books lately, I'm proud of u! If only I can find time to read as well.. hehee.. love ya lotz!
Relationship is never as simple as we think..yeah, most people say that it's better to be loved. It won't be my guideline though, hopefully :)
Luv ya too
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