Someone

Someone, I need you. I need you who can always tell me that everything's going to be fine. Someone who genuinely cares, who comforts and always calms me down. Someone who can give me the answers to all my questions and doubts in life. Someone who leads me instead of misleads me. Someone who I look up to. Someone who will say 'I can be bothered to..' Someone who would be there although it's 3am in the morning. Someone who instead of judging me, but understanding my position. Someone who knows how I feel and what I think without me telling. Someone who knows what to say and how to say it, without faking it. Someone who I can count on unconditionally. Someone who will (oneday) become my someone..

:June

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Not appreciated, abandoned, burdened with responsibilities, disappointed, misled, taken for granted, taken advantages from, blah blah blah..

Once I said, I would not want to lose you. Now, I would rather lose you than my world.

And if I were to turn back time, I would rather go back to the old time where I didn't need to worry about the things I am worrying now. I know it's not an optimistic way of thinking, but if only I were. There are all the things that I have to fix now, and they ain't easy. And all the un-discussed and un-agreed arrangements. People's expectations on me, which I often can't take no more. I need to be on my own, for quite a while (selfishly said).

:June

Dear You

Dear You

I don't know when you come into my life, but I am now scared. I am scared of another misleading, another disappointment, another mis-interpretation, and I don't want to fall for you. Expectations are disasters sometimes..thus, I am asking myself to fade away from you. Restraining the feeling from growing cause I know, maybe you are worth it. And I don't wanna lose you as I lose others. Despite the ultimate difference we have that we can't possibly align, I still have that 'wish'. I wish you happiness in Sept. And I promise I will be strong.

3 years, another come-s and bye-s, just another number.

:June