Dear You (in Malaysia)
I am sorry if lately I have been too occupied with myself. Although I know, it's never an excuse to NOT write an email, or to reply an email. Please remember this though, when I don't email, sms or call, that doesn't mean I forget any of you. Constantly I tell myself, I need to just sit down and seriously type an email or something to re-connect myself to you. I seriously do. Sometimes I just feel like, 24 hours in a day is never enough. I don't really know what I have, but it's just not enough. I feel like, I have a lot of things to do and it's all has been procastinated too. All I want to say is..please hang in there. I promise I will try my best to get myself back to normal. Have my social life back. Have back my time to reply your email. Have my time back to update you. I miss you.
Dear You (in Singapore)
How have you been? I sometimes update myself with your news when I read your blog. Unfortunately, we never see each other online as much as we did last year. So, less chatting makes me less and less 'connected' to you. Actually, I am not happy about this. I wish I have done something. I miss back then when I used to stay over at your house to spend the new year eve-s. And have that chit-chats about our thoughts about life in your room. Sometimes this feeling makes me want to be back home so badly. =( One more thing about the present you and your life, I am always curious about who's that 'Superman' who always comments on your blog? Would we have that chat about him one day?
Dear You (in Melbourne)
1. Dear you.
Again, same excuse, I've been too occupied with myself lately. I don't want to list out my excuses. But your compromises will mean more than anything to me. I never say you complain though. I am really thankful. I want to keep the friendship. I know, maybe it doesn't seem that I am trying hard enough to treasure the friendship lately, since I am tooooo overly occupied with helping my Bro. Although maybe there are some stuffs what I should not be worried about, but I think, it's a natural concern a sister, like me, has. I will sure slowly 'let go' of him, to let him has his own life and independent. Until I know that he can 'survive' without my help, then I'll be more relieved and worry less. (Yeah..now I sound like a mum! Wkakakaka...Am Not). Let's soon have Friday girls' night out again. I'll make it up to you. Anyway..thanks for always listening, though sometimes..I might be distracted with all the stuffs I have in my head, but never forget this, you are one of the very best-s!
2. Dear you.
We have spent there times trying to get to know each other. Though most of the time, when intimacy comes to take part, it's hard to draw the line between what we should or shouldn't have done. And most of the time, we always end up in this 'defensive routine'. I think, we always come back to the point where we started, and never really move forward or resolve anything. Dear you, I am really sorry for this situation created. I never have expected that I wil lead anything like this. Also, I never want to be misled, though I assume it's never intentional. I also don't want to pretend that there might be something when there is actually nothing. So, call it quit?
3. Dear you.
My new buddy, you are here in Melbourne.I know you will survive, with or without me indeed.Maybe, from the start, I shouldn't have worried anyway. My life sucks at the moment. so, let's not drag you into it.
:June
