Expect the unexpected

Another mundane day in Melbourne. My emotion has been challenged. Does anyone believe in the 'stop' move? That's what I have been facing lately. It's not a pleasant feeling though. I always tell myself, it's not me who ask at the first place. So they shouldn't have started, and if they do they can't just cut off whenever they want. That frustrates me indeed.

Another unexpected thought. I wonder does anyone know what is the distinction between Like and Love, Lust and Crush? Or obsession? They are all blended sometimes. U care the person U like, U care the person U love too. U want them to be happy if U love them, they say. But, doesn't it start with the 'like' and the 'obsession' to make him/her have the same feeling as U do. The pumping of the hearts and the hope to be together as a couple? then U can show how U love them? Love is not the absolute reason in having a relationship, although ideally it should. Even for married couples, who know they are gradually losing their love to each other, and that love turns into something else. Companionship maybe. Initially, they care about each other. It's always been complicated.

June

How could I..? (#1)

Yeah, blame me. How could I forget? I realise I haven't had any post about my loved ones who are not in Melb. With all respects, here it is. *winks*

To start with, JEANNE, who is currently in Singapore. This girl is extremely talented. I used to, or still, envy her for her art-sense :) She is damn creative. And the best thing is, she never judge. That's what best friends do..isn't it? I miz all the times we spent together with Desy, Dina, regardless of where we were. And thanks to U to, I get to know AKong. I learn a lot.

Next, Martin..this computer addict. I know too many secrets about him, so does he I guess. He is indeed a really nice + honest guy. Once I think we are soul mates. There's hardly any boundaries when we chat. Well, he must be really proud of himself right now. Hhmm...Thanks for everything.

[PS:2nd edition will be UP soon]
June

Memories

All the sudden today, I feel like I want to document my last trip back in Medan. The most important part of me is my family, obviously.
What can I recall? Hhmm..Probably the nice dinner that dad bought us one night. PS: Sis didn't come along though. The restaurant was located in a quite rural area in Medan. It's an old building, and actually a residential villa. Initially, the owner of the Dutch-taste villa has initiated to have the restaurant in their big authentic villa. Quite a new one though. It is there since 2003 (when I left medan). It's so cosy, and I guess, it is the best spot for couples to have romantic candle light dinner. And I have no idea what it's called..oups

There is bad memory too, that actually worries me till now. Dad accidentally hurt his left hand. And he hasn't fully recovered yet till today. I hate to find out that I can't really do anything to help. I can only say "Dad, U have to take care"...nothing else. MUM, always be the best mum. I always know that she has the most worries. But she handles it well. She will always have my unconditional LOVE.

Also, the trip to Malaysia, 4-5 days with my Bro and Sis, also not to forget my 33 years old cousin *wink*. It was the best. THough most of the day tour is lead by my bossy sister *smile*, but it was great fun indeed. Love them to death!! There was a suprise (actually expected) birthday cake from them. I had a bday cake prior to my actual birthday. (",)

June

Empty

I hate this feeling. When people do give U attention or care about U and suddenly they just leave U.What do U expect? That's what I feel know. When I think back, it's not me who ask for the 'attention', but when I am so used to the 'company', it been blown away.

I have to say, I do want to resist. Never want to complain though. Nothing is absolute I guess. If U are to have something, U have to be prepared to lose it too.
Lucky I always have busy day, so I can keep myself occupied regardless of what happens.

June

A new stranger, out of the blue

Surprised, stunned and full of doubts. That's what I feel to this stranger, a new person that I never met face to face, who I just know through mssges. He is a he, obviously.
Well, there's nothing much I can say about him. We know each other a week ago. He is a more mature person that I am becoz he is older, probably. Nice person to talk to indeed. "We need two hands to clap", that's one of his best line. I am not sure where this is going.But sure, there'll be nothing to be expected from this sudden friendship I believe. It's only 'companionship' and 'friendship'. ^^

June

Nice Saturday

Yesterday,as the routine, I worked at Nandos. It was great fun. I wasn't smiling all the time, people will think that I drink something I am not supposed to *smile*. Indeed, I am not sad on that day. Initially, it is not so much about the best U can get out of something in this world. The underlying truth is how U make the best out of something. That's what happened last Saturday. To see people enjoy themselves, share laughter and happiness, that is the best thing.

At night, my housemates' friends came by. We watched DVD at home. 'Law of Attaction' is quite a good movie..entertaining. Again, this is the best time I have ever had after a while being apart from the social life I have been dreaming of...Tim, Garry and Ayang are lots of fun. They are pure best friends, always have sarcastic jokes with each other, which is funny. Ching2 slept early though.

That's a wrap.
June

First time ever

Well, welcome to the world of blogger. Haha..at last I sign up.
Thanks to Krystal for helping me, the secret recipe that leads me to signing up. Also, not to forget Irene gal...U know, U are the one who inspires me to have my personal blog. Arigato Gozaimas...

Today is Friday..as there'll always be Friday's girls night out..It's either forthnightly or monthly, most preferably weekly. There are just too much things to reveal each time the four gals meet..*smile*
Yet I have to say, tonight meal was good. Though the resaturant owner is actually too 'good' that make me promise myself, I never want to go to that Lebanese Restaurant no more...

That's about it for tonight...
June